Tuesday, November 16, 2010

sister's birthday wish.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOFEA NUR MAISARAH! :)
(adik ke-3)
15/9 (so, u r 12 now) (^^)

whatever comes on ur way. get it away! (^^)

adik2 ku dah membesar. its been a while. Im in my 20s, adik2 in their 10s..
wow. kejap je rasa.

life it is... like an ice cream... :)
get the taste while it is not melting. (^^)

*hadiah along bagi lambat skit. uncang duit xmakan and minum lagi~ (^^)

a break and I'm bending it till break

finally. a break a sem break. (for a while)
*xpe fauzi.... sekejap je ni. kang ko keluar U, ko tahu la apa makna xde sem break
(monolog dalaman~)

(^^)

so, I'm home. packing things. with miserable life there at Bestari Jaya.
with a not-so-good results for the sem. damn it.
I just can't believe it.
well. back on track. (malas nak ungkit~)

di rumah. minggu ni sambut aidiladha. lama xjumpa adik beradik and parents. a little reunion.

back to the story.
many things really happen in the not-so-sembreak ..
well, many things, many words, many "perangai manusia"... bla bla bla. many of it.
seems like... I might think back.. "did I ever see the reality?"
NO.

u see...
I see a human, is a human.. (of course it is~)
perangai? never thought it would be like it. :)
biasa lah, aku pun ada perangai sendiri gak kan.
but, sometimes, a "perangai" seems not really suits me at all. can I say it is a "kebiasaan"?
I don't know... hmm.... a "kepentingan diri"? I don't know.
but either way. I can't seems to be myself. damn it I don't like it.
I just love to be tolerate. but... does it worth? maybe. sometimes.

I myself had my own clumsiness and "perangai".
ok fauzi. ur turn.

FACE IT. SETTLE DOWN. OWE NOTHING TO ANYBODY,IF NEEDED.
SMILE LIKE U MEAN IT.IT IS JUST U. DO WHAT U NEED. fullstop.

kawan : ko "baik" sangat pojie... -.-"

I just cant... sometimes. I just cant. . . stand.

well, I'll stand by myself.


-May Allah and the force be with us all.